intermezzo

Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. That's relativity.

SPRING -raining- ROLL

whoaaaaa its raining HARD!
home after dancing, and so hungry.
well, say hello to the SPRING ROLL,
but since it's raining hard, well then it's not spring exactly
okay, then say hello to the SPRING -raining- ROLL!
yummyyyyyyyyyy :)

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8, NINE!

the CHILI DOG and the activities.

hello..
okay, i feel baaaaaaaaaaaaad!
i made a CHILI DOG few days ago and i forgot to take a picture :'(
it was pretty good but average, gotta try harder.. yeaaaay

and the other bad news are ;
right now i'm dancing all night long for like almost every day, like till' 10 p.m.
it's so tiring when i still have lots of assignment (even quiz) to do for the next morning.
i don't even have time to shop. Since i have no ingredients left (and no energy left),
i can't cook :'(  -till' around 10th October 2010-

so sad. but since i love dancing, i think i'm gonna be fine ;p
hey, come and watch the dance @ PIASTRO 2010, 10th October 2010!!!! :D

Post Ied Mubarak Reunion Pasta!

long time no see, friends!
i made 2 kinds of pasta on this Ied Mubarak reunion, yiipiiiieee!
(it's pasta, again. some ingredients left ;p )
i was so happy cooking because of the happy laughters outside the kitchen :)
i love you, friends..

bring the applause,
Creamy Chicken Mushroom Penne

 

and Bolognese Fettucine!!

and the happy family,

dea mariska, me and Sarah ginayarahmah.

thankyou to Dea, Sarah, Pio, Deri, Tely and also Boti for eating!!
so happy :'(

(on 15th September 2010)

Pre-anniversary Fettucine :)

yoo hooo.. FYI, i bought new equipments yesterday so i  couldn't hardly wait to cook todaaay!
i bought two new pans, a biggie knife, plates forks and bowls......................................
and the good news is: IN LOW PRICE :D yiiipiiiiee

meeting the bf after a week we haven't met is such a pleasure, plus tommorrow is our one and a half year :)
my plan was to cook for him tommorrow, but i can't stand it! i want to cook right here right now,
so let's just cook all day long until midnight! haha

so i made a Pre-anniversary Fettucine for us.
A creamy-chicken-mushroom Fettucine.. which iiiiiis VERY DELICIOUS! breath taking, i wanna cry :'(
is it the butter?the cheese? or the passion to cook?or the love? that makes it so delicious.

the history

my beautiful delicious baby :)

But, you know what?! i screwed up on tearing a plastic full of salt..
i spilled it all over the table (it's small enough PLUS it's full of salt, sucks!)
i was exhausted by a scissor! i can't find it anywhere. where are you, hail scissor? come back please...
Okay, i screwed up in the beginning, but the end is the most important and it's beautifuuul.

so beautiful looking at someone eating your hand-made meal edaciously.
especially when you cook for them...
still have anotner meal to cook.. stay tuned, listeners! :D

i think i'm into this challenge.

i spent 6 years dreaming about having my own place selling cakes, pasta and pastry.
and i've been doing nothing but dreaming.

until i met Julie/Julia (you're a saint.. am i allowed to say this, Julie :p)

thankyou to Julie/Julia for challenging me to cook every single day.
Julia Child and Julie Powell.
without you, maybe i'll never try to have my own pastries or marvelous cakes or anything i've been dreaming about...


so let's begin :)

Breakfast for Family

FINALLY, hello!
i finally made something for the simple start. i made a veryy simple BREAKFAST for FAMILY!
it's all about egg, bread, tuna, onion, and cheese :)
so easy to make, so little time to spend.

first, i made Tuna Sandwich! a delicious one. here they go...

 i think next time, i'll toast the bread and maybe plus egg and cheese?

then i made the Cheese French Toast!
tips : better served hot with maple syrups and fresh fruits
i put them together in a plate with the Tiger Cheese Omelette! the cube cheese inside it is breath takiiing :)
oops! i left some tuna.. so i let the Tunion (Tuna and Onion)blends with it's friend
So, 3 in 1, baby! Voilaaa!

tips for the French Toast : better served hot with maple syrups and fresh fruits :)

see you tommorrow with my hopefully better cookings...

stir, fry, mix, bake, trial, error, and VOILA!

whooohooooo..

before you have the bakery and restaurant, let's cook!
tommorrow i'll come with the breakfast...
stay tuned, listeners! :D

i know i screwed up, but i'll love you :) --Preston

so last week, but still it's the bf's graduation :)

 

 

 

i don't need my (yesterday) needs anymore

i'm sick looking at a beautiful dress and 3 pairs of shoes lying beside my bed :'(
let's just go to bed with them,
and may i have a nice dream tonight...
nightmare's for tommorrow :(

i'm awake. i am a child. just like we all are.

in my nest,
being a 4 years old child is so much fun. nothing more i want than to be 4 years old like forever.
too much love is best. 
but being an early 20's child is horrible. i have my own opinion and i know that i have choices. man, i hate that.
too much love will kill.
looks like daddy's girl isn't made of sugar and spice and everything nice after all.

where should i live?
in my 4 years old or now in my early 20's.
let's not talk about future, i'm not nostradamus.

it's killing me when i thought about facing or running.
i forget the word 'facing'.
i won't run thinking about my perfect childhood days.
but i'll run as fast as i can thinking about now (and my future which is my dream) 

Everyone knows you can't choose your family, but you can choose others.
is everything they tell us is right and never wrong?
or do i have my right..

the only thing feared by the spawn of Satan: Mom and Dad.
i feel that bitches don't just happen, they're made.
in this early 20's life there comes a moment when she realizes parents may be more messed up than i am.
that's sad :'(

nothing else to do right now. i'm not dreaming.
i'm a child just like we all are.

"Sometimes you need to step outside, clear your head, and remind yourself of who you are and where you wanna be" -Kristen Bell.

watching them is what i called dreaming when my eyes are opened.

i wish for this dream

mad for pendant!

i'm craving for cute pendants.. 

this one is a locket :)

found a cute one @topshop and @phobe and Chloe

(sigh) they're breathless..

Grace Coddington ! she's legendary

have you heard about her? then you have to :)
buy or borrow VOGUE magazine, look for the fashion spread, and look for the stylist named Grace Coddington
unless you love to read, please watch 'September Issue'.

then you'll find this legendary creative director of American Vogue Magazine, Grace Coddington.
after over four decades as a fashion stylist, no wonder she (and her work also) is adorable ..

Meet my favourite one,
once she quotes that we shouldn't close our eyes everytime and everywhere we go, every single thing outside there might be any of your inspiration (or dream, for me :D )
no wonder she has wonderful works!

                    Meet, Grace Coddington!

Grace Coddington!

and a cat! :)

now meet her amazing work of art!

amazing, right? :)

Who loves Mr.Curry??

i'm hoooooome and i'm so full!
thankyou, Mr.Curry for being so nice serving delicious foods with your cute place and also your cute Mr.Curry Cloooooownnnn Doll (love it!)

kisses for Mr.Curry! XOXO

hungry face

And prepare for your spicy and sweet dream.. (you'll wake up hungry, guys!) :)

salmon cheese curry rice

hamburg doria! guess what's on the top of it? ALL CHEESE :)

Green tea ice cream with dorayaki! best part of all :) 

Dream of them, and wake up starve..
Please try Mr.Curry and love him like i do! XOXO

a bead dream :D (and a story behind it)

whoo hooooo!
i bought some beads at last :)
accesorizing is my another dream..
wish me luck, i'm trying on it

Aren't they sweet?

And oooo yeaaah
there's interesting story behind the beadshopping huahaha LOL

ketika gue berjalan sambil senyam-senyum karena puas mendapatkan benda-benda menyenangkan ini,
menguaplah seorang abang-abang yang jualan tas seraya berkata :
"Hoooaaaaaaaaeeeeeemmmmmm..AYAM GORENG PAKE NASII PAKE KECAAAAAAAAPPPP!!!!"
Huoaaa dia meratap sambil marah atau apa ya? nadanya itu lhooo haha, you must hear yourself! LOL

sabar ya mas, buka nya masih ntar sore :)
have a nice -fried chicken+rice+soy sauce- dream :D

Au revoir, my girrl!

My girl, Aubry Beer
is going to Amsterdam to 'study' (off course!) ;)

So let's hope the best for Aubry Beer!
have a great journey, girl.. :) we'll miss you for sure..
have a nice dreeam, aubryy.. zie je!

home house home house..

Late night, listening to Bonita's song called : "Rumahku".. 

(you should really listen to her -live is best, anyway- , and you're going to feel like dreaming -a best one-)

Rumahku

(bonita/ boris simanjuntak)

di rumahku
sangkar indah yang nyaman, tempatku beristirahat

di rumahku
istana terpencil yang hangat, tempatku meminta

di sini cinta dan kasih mengalir
namun deras arusnya menenggelamkanku
waktu akan kucuri untukku bernafas
di sini cinta dan kasih tak terbatas, hingga luasnya dunia tak sempat kutapaki

andai kupergi atas nama cinta dan sayang
tidak adalah urusan kata pertama yang hilang
andai kulari atas nama cinta dan kasih sayang
tidak adalah urusan kata pertama terbilang

di rumahku
seharusnya tempat kuberpulang, bukan tempat ku beranjak
di rumahku
seharusnya tempat,kumenumpahkan jiwa, bukan tempat ku menyimpan rahasia

Well..well.. i'm still listening to this song right now (REPEATSSSSS).. makes me thinking..

are you having a nightmare?

hmm i'm thinking that it's like when you realize that you're not actually yourself at home.

wearing such a mask, holding thousands pounds of secrets in your hands.

and when you step your feet at home, you often feels like you'd better be out there.

i mean, in your own home? i don't think it's the way it should be.. 

too much love, also makes you have to run to the farawayland to find another yours :'(

but, shits happens, right?

so it's time for the sweet dream, darlin..

di rumahku
sangkar indah yang nyaman, tempatku beristirahat

di rumahku
istana terpencil yang hangat, tempatku meminta..

 sweet dreams are hopes... or wishes